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Rehab Rock

by Hot Mud

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1.
Where the bad kids go Where the bad kids go You will find me stumbling down that road To where the bad kids go In an unknown hour Trying to dodge the cops downtown Some nights though the lights go out And I wake up strapped down To a hospital bed A drunken loner Doctor said I should be in a coma Hands me a pamphlet Sends me on my way To where the bad kids go Where the bad kids go You will find me stumbling down that road To where the bad kids go Completely intoxicated Sexually frustrated So easily persuaded To fall in love with you I only get drunk easy love From girls addicted to drugs But those ladies really know how to party That’s why you’ll find me Where the bad kids go Where the bad kids go You will find me stumbling down that road To where the bad kids go
2.
Better get my ass out of bed Shake those bad thoughts out of my head And pretend to be happy Yesterday I should have been dead I done some things better left unsaid but would make one hell of a story See when I lost you I lost control A lonely lost boy With a lonely lost soul Now I stumble around Searching for you Doing everything that I shouldn’t do Where are you? I’m learning Learning to be lonely Learning Learning to be Lonely My identity, along with you has deserted me I’m a nobody wallowing in self pity Constantly drunk and stoned and angry I’m slowly, learning to be lonely And I feel so low Low low low See when I lost you I lost control A lonely lost boy With a lonely lost soul Now I stumble around Searching for you Doing everything that I shouldn’t do Where are you? Me? I’m learning Learning to be lonely Your memory is the only thing that keeps me company In all honesty, I don’t blame you for leaving me I’m slowly Learning to be lonely And I feel so low Low low low
3.
Gimme a hug Ya it’s not that bad Gimme a high five At least we’re still alive Birthday in Rehab Birthday in Rehab Celebrating my birthday In rehab ‘cuz I went cray cray Now I’m older than I want to be Much more sober than I want to be See my life turned into tragedy Now I celebrate in recovery No more strippers No more drugs No more booze No more triggers No excuses to use But there’s a layer cake of mixed up feelings And group hugs in group therapy meetings Ya! Gimme a hug It’s not that bad Gimme a high five At least we’re still alive Birthday In Rehab Birthday in Rehab I am certain that this is my year So long self-doubt and farewell fear I’ll become clean and serene and sincere I’ll be reborn once I walk out of here So, gimme a hug It’s not that bad Gimme a high five At least we’re still alive Birthday in Rehab Birthday in Rehab Birthday in Rehab Birthday In Rehab Yay
4.
Another forgotten summer With my intoxicating lover Now it’s raining in my bed There’s a hurricane in my head There’s an earthquake in my body From holding on to this cold turkey Nobody really hurts me but me So, baby Chain Chain Chain Me Chain Chain Chain Me Chain Chain Chain Me Chain Chain Chain Me Down Down Down Down Down Down Down Down Down Down Down Down Can’t get you off of my mind Can’t get you off of my mind I think about you all the time I think about you all the time I know it ain’t right Ya, I know it ain’t right But come on baby one more night Ya, just one more night Then I swear I’ll forget it Forget it forget it forget it And sweat it and sweat it and sweat it And sweat it out I was once a star-eyed boy With something to prove With a song stuck in my throat and a heart full of blues I heard Miles and the Bird tell Baker what to do Said if you wanna win then first you got to lose You got to live a little That’s what they said You got to live a little Or so I’ve read You got to live a little You got to want to be dead You got to live a little And know I’m dying in my bed You get to live a little Ya I’m dying in my bed Tossin’ and turnin’ Tossin’ and turnin’ I can’t stop Tossin’ and turnin’ I can’t stop Tossin’ and turnin’ I can’t stop Tossin’ and turnin’ I can’t stop Tossin’ and turnin’ I can’t stop Tossin’ and turnin’ I can’t stop Chain Chain Chain Me Chain Chain Chain Me Chain Chain Chain Me Chain Chain Chain Me Down Down Down Down Down Down Down Down Down Down Down Down Ch Ch Ch Ch Chain me down Or else babe I’m going right back downtown Ch Ch Ch Ch Chain me down Or else babe I’m going right back downtown Ch Ch Ch Chain me down Or else babe I’m going right back downtown Ch Ch Ch Chain me down Or else babe I’m going right back downtown
5.
Hard Livin 04:45
Hard Livin’ Hard liquor soft women Hard Livin’ Hard drugs bad decisions Hard Livin’ A complicated condition Hard Livin’ A deadly addiction Looking for a place to think Think about nothing Looking for place to drink To fill myself up with something Looking for a place to hide from this feeling inside Looking for a reason to try Just after this high I can read between the graffiti on the wall Drinking alcohol in a public bathroom stall Oooo I wish I was normal like you Oooo I wish I was normal like you Hard Livin’ Hard liquor soft women Hard Livin’ Hard drugs bad decisions Hard Livin’ A complicated condition Hard Livin’ A deadly addiction
6.
I’m not fit for the chase This ruthless useless chase But I want just a little taste I fell behind in the race The human race Slowly turning to waste Slap me in the face Slap me in the face then kiss me softly You were an innocent child Who got lost in the wild I’m like you I like you You forgot how to smile But you still got style I’m like you I like you We’re lost together We’re lost in the wild We’re lost together We’re lost in the wild We’re lost together We’re lost in the wild We’re lost together We’re lost in the wild One of these days maybe I just might get it right One of these days maybe I just might get it right One of these days maybe I just might get it right One of these days maybe I just might get it right Just looking for fun Just looking for fun I didn’t mean to hurt no one Nowhere to run Nowhere to hide From this feeling inside You were an innocent child Who got lost in the wild I’m like you I like you You forgot how to smile But you still got style I’m like you I like you We’re lost together We’re lost in the wild We’re lost together We’re lost in the wild We’re lost together We’re lost in the wild We’re lost together We’re lost in the wild
7.
Disappear 04:07
Bad boy bad boy Drunk downtown Haggard and handsome In a bottle cap crown Made from empty bottles of alcohol A poisoned prince with no care at all Bad girl bad girl A pretty disgrace A jaded princess with spots on your face You better catch those dragons that you chase Then let’s parade to your place Ya let’s go It’s a long way home from here It’s the longest night of the year One hit one kiss and we disappear Here’s some riches to purchase drinks Here’s some riches to purchase drugs I’m so wasted I can hardly think I would rather you stay and make love with me But into the night you disappear And I’m a lost lonely fool waiting here Into the night you disappear I’m a lost lonely fool waiting here Into the night you disappear I’m a lost lonely fool waiting here Into the night you disappear
8.
I stumble through the trees I hear the crows calling me On my hands and knees I leave the leaves to fall on me I’m on self-destruct I’m sorry I just don’t give a fuck Everything I put you through You’re still by my side Is it real? Is it true? Is it a lie? I want to believe I want to believe I want to believe I want to believe I stumble through the street And frighten every woman I meet I sweep myself off my feet And kiss the concrete with my teeth I’m on self-destruct I’m sorry I just don’t give a fuck Everything I told myself It was a lie I don’t want to kill myself But I don’t care if I die I want to believe I want to believe I want to believe I want to believe Hey hey
9.
Mistaken Point That’s the point Off the coast of a new found land Mistaken Point That’s the point Where many a boat is buried beneath the sand Mistaken Point That’s the point With many a ghost of a haunted man Adrift alone on an ocean In a vessel beyond broken Prepared to sink and drown Frozen from cold emotion Devoured devoid devotion At the bottom of the ragged jagged ground Of Mistaken Point Mistaken Point That’s the point Where dreams are crashing Mistaken Point That’s the point Where enemies are laughing Mistaken Point What’s the point? You never learn from what’s happened Adrift alone on an ocean In a vessel beyond broken Prepared to sink and drown Frozen from cold emotion Devoured devoid devotion At the bottom of the ragged jagged ground Of Mistaken Point It’s not too late to turn around Turn around It’s not too late to turn around Turn around You can turn this ship around And go homeward bound

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Hot Mud's debut album, Rehab Rock, was recorded entirely by himself during his stay at the Sobriety House Treatment Facility in Ottawa Canada, 2020 - 2021.
It was written during his struggle with addiction and the early stages of recovery.
It is a glimpse into a man's mind with good intentions and bad habits prepared to make a change for the better.
It is an ode to creativity and its healing powers.
It is a personal yet universal journey.

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released March 1, 2024

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HOT MUD Ottawa, Ontario

Alter ego. Rocker. Weirdo.
I made a record in rehab it's called Rehab Rock.

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